COMING HOME
Slipping out of my skin
And into your comfortable ways
Feeling like my best friend
Or those old worn shoes that love my feet so well,
Coming home to you
Candles, lighting path to your beating heart
So full of me I can see my likeness growing out of you
With each exhalation
Our union is a living mantra
Of giving, receiving, then giving again
Never quite full but always satisfied,
Hot oiled, massaged and bronzed
Bodies morph into one dreamy tangled arm mess
And I wonder how many more women like me
Have tasted man’s nectar so sweet
Steel tropical pan rhythms
Pushing me further to commit to just one
Coming home
I don’t need to be anything more
Never the first woman you fell in love with
Or the first one you kissed
No, the song you shared with her
Will never be ours
I can’t be that first love
But I can be your last,
Coming Home.
© Chandis 2003